The break from Alchemy lasted two months until one night in February 1997 when out of the body I was in a queue with initiates, we were made to wait to go into a sacred place, people were reacting because they were impatient, but I stayed calm, then the alchemy, the second mountain and the esoteric work began.

I had an experience, I was out of my body at Glastonbury Tor I saw the different layers and a treasure which I cannot mention, the levels represent the abyss’ we have to go through to reach the treasure which is the Being and the Tor (which is Welsh for ‘hill’) represents the mountain of resurrection.

On another occasion I saw myself out of the body in a plane alone, there was no-one with me, I had left behind all the people of the Movement, and all of humanity.

Another time I saw nature's wheel, like a big vertical wheel of a fairground ride, I left it behind, Rabolu was there and he explained that I had freed myself from the wheel of Samsara; this meant that I had eliminated half of my egos.

Not long after this in February 1997 I fell ill with an apparently incurable terminal illness; I was given six weeks to live by the doctors. Three days before then I had seen myself bathing in extremely dirty, repugnant water (symbol of illness), which I cried for divine help to get out of, the same night I saw how the illness would affect me.

Soon after that started the Spanish instructors arrived and had little compassion for me. I spent most of about two months lying down being unable to move much, everything looked lost, as I swirled in the primeval chaos, but I had faith that I would survive, I began to overcome my fear, I investigated the dark side of the Moon, a place of chaos with no reason, with figures lurking in the darkness, sickly pale having no light, I received the first initiation of the second mountain, I incarnated the spirit of fire, it became part of me, a living thing that would work to destroy my egos. From that moment on I began to recover from the illness. The cosmic drama, had begun; I was to play a role in it.

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A Summary of the Second Mountain - Part 1